You can't imagine how much I want to survive!

"My name is Lilia. I lived for 49 years, I lived very happy life. I had a good husband, I have a wonderful son. And here a year ago my father died. To say that for me it was stress – like saying nothing. Then my grandmother died – the second half of my life. There was one thing left – work, from morning to night. What I was interested in, lived by memories and thoughts haunted soul and tore apart. You feel trouble, but do not believe that it can be. And here it is – CANCER".

Everything that I've experienced, added this infernal disease that kills you slowly, and the thought of it – even more. And all at once it became clear how to work, live, love. People just want to survive, do not even know how to put into words. And I want, I want! I thought I had a half life not lived, and there is clearly no cure for decades. However, doctors say that the odds are, and it gives hope. I was already two chemistry rays pass today, but still a long way to go. I do not know how I can handle myself. More precisely, I do not cope without you, without the help of caring!

When I went to the country, caught myself thinking that talking with colors that appeared after the winter. I do not know if I dare to ask you for help, it's probably you do decide to help me or not, but still I beg you, please help to cure the disease that has emerged is said to be due to stress. And it or not, I do not know. For me the main thing is different. When you know that soon will die first hand sink, and you can not find a place, you do not believe in it, you do not know what to do. However, as you begin to appreciate all that surrounds you, and before you even notice that not enough time.

I want to live, live for my son, who is my hope and support, who always helps me and gives me strength to fight against the disease. I want to be healthy and to see my grandchildren. After all – what more could a woman want in my situation? I ask you – help and I promise to live the rest of his life with dignity, absorbing all the heat and giving all my love to this world. "

Name: Lilia V. Valigura, born 18/07/1965

Location: Kyiv

Diagnosis: invasive squamous keratinizing oropharyngeal carcinoma, bilateral submandibular and cervical lymphadenopathy, Grade 1.Trizm 1stupenyu. Pain syndrome. According to data of CT without evidence of distant metastasis